Today was awful (Kilala.nl (Cailin Coilleach)) by Cailin Coilleach
Well, today sucked.Today was the culmination of all the bitchiness from the past week, all the anger and frustration and all the confusion. The monetary issues don't help either, making me feel quite guilty about my trip to Japan.
In the long run, we'll be okay. Especially if one of the things we're hoping on works out. However, it won't be a smooth ride.
To be honest: my bad mood even got me doubting about school today! What if all I wanted back in June was to enjoy my spare time? What if that blowout wasn't a sign that I wanted to switch jobs, but that I wanted to have fun and play games? Because right now, I'm in a position where I can play even -less- games!
We've chalked that up to my current mood though. Whatever happens, I'm going to at least finish this year properly. During summer break I'll be able to relax and get my bearings again.
Also: the fact that all of our checking accounts are maxed out landed me in some hot water today. I'd gone to the office by car and had been unable to find the free parking spaces, so I had to park for the extortionate amount of twenty euros! At the time I didn't know that I was maxed out, so I was in for a nasty surprise in the afternoon! ;_; I had to scrounge for loans among my colleagues who, cool as they are, did loan me the required bucks. That was quite embarrassing, having to fess up my brokeness to semi-strangers. :/
Luckily, I'm feeling a bit better now, all thanks to Marli. We were both feeling horrible, but we talked a lot and we're not as bad anymore.
I'd like to apologise to my colleagues though, for leaving the office so early. :(
Posted in: awful , crap , depression , fight , money